WrendingRae

When I am feeling in a funk, I sit down a this exercise: I ask myself what I'm afraid of. I write down everything I've been afraid of doing or saying or worried might happen  I write down what I've been avoiding and why I am avoiding them. Last week I was avoiding starting my next painting. I have so many other stressors going on right now. I am still working on my divorce, still getting a handle on finances and daily to-do's. Still trying to make time to rest, relax, and take care of myself between errands and appointments. Trying to balance the time I spend teaching my son to be responsible with the time I spend having fun. It is exhausti

Just wondering who still pays attention here, though I realize it is hard to keep-up with DA notifications. I am exploring my art in more personal ways and wish I had more of a community to share that with. Contemplating being more active here again, but honestly after 20 years on the internet I'm getting tired of trying to be heard? I don't usually like to pity-party vent in journals, but there it is. Anyone here use their art to explore their spiritual/subconscious reality? Also, does anyone really use the new Eclipse DA? I feel it is aptly named, I can't see shit through the  new UI. Where the fuck are my feeds? How does anyone see when